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Philosophical woman with consciousness green aura

Sentences without words

In the real depth of thought, I found myself listening.

Hearing my true voice that lifts me back to where I belong. If I could turn the volume up, would anyone else hear it too? The sentences without words. The sounds of honesty and truth.

Walking through graphite clouds, slashing my way through them, I find myself staring up. Seeing above what’s beneath them. Wait! How can I possibly see what’s below when I’m gazing upwards? Is that a mirror reflecting it all back, or is it a spiral shape after all?

A crowd of questions come knocking on my door. Answerless questions. Soundless voices and shapeless forms. Don’t get alarmed, this is a beautiful scenario. Smiles within the eyes, lightness in the hearts, acceptance in the souls.

Maybe you’re wondering what this mumbled-up idea means, but I need to be honest with you: it is not written with this aim. I have no intention to deliberately confuse you. I just simply know that very few of you will understand what I’m explaining. And that is perfectly okay. No need to be any more specific.

If you had to understand this, then I’ll greet you with my oldest smile.

If you got confused, then I shall greet you with a newer smile.

(written on 22nd January 2017)

How to let go

19/01/18

She didn’t see how to connect the dots at first. But the more she let go and the more she accepted the events of life, she became more content. I can’t say she didn’t suffer or she didn’t feel pain in the process. Oh boy, she felt great pain.

But deep within, beneath all that masquerade, she knew that it was supposed to play out exactly like this. Most people yearn for finding that connection with someone that is meant to take your breath away. (It took her everything away, not only her breath though.) And when it does, you clinch your ten fingers into it so deep that you scratch the other person. But what she did instead, was gently stroking his forehead, blowing a kiss on his cheeks and set him free.

Let him go, on his way to do all the trivial things he had to do. This love was greater than fairy tales and dreams and all that nonsense. It was destined. They found each other eventually, again, and they will find each other again, time after time. What she felt was more magnificent than what this life could handle. He felt the same. They found each other without even looking for this. They both knew that they needed to go separate ways. They had to. Even though life had plans for them that kept them apart, underneath it all they always had each other. The pure, electric connection, that was so honest but so hidden that no one else could see, only them. Two souls, wrapped around each other, yet letting themselves wonder around into the opposite direction.

Was this love? She pondered. No. It was much stronger than that. It was an eternity connection that no one could take away. So she smiled as he took his last breath because she knew, she was certain, that they would find each other…again. Time after time.